tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4178136742462098741.post4319521436145100394..comments2023-04-14T02:45:26.418-07:00Comments on the truth will set you free...motherhood 101: Punching Santathe truth will set you free...motherhood 101http://www.blogger.com/profile/17872942824994022163noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4178136742462098741.post-31637618985379552902012-12-22T13:57:43.799-08:002012-12-22T13:57:43.799-08:00I wish I could tell you it will get easier and tha...I wish I could tell you it will get easier and that the horrible ache of emptiness will go away but sadly it doesn't. It will slowly get less intense and you will learn how to cope with the sting and the bitterness of feeling like you were cheated out of your baby. And coming from my experience I just wanted the answer to my question of Why?? Not medical facts or the comfort of knowing that she was in heaven but I wanted the answer of why I and my sweet baby got jipped out of her life and all of the "firsts" and lifes steps that I would never get to see her do. It has been 12 years for me Shannon and I still think about her. I know the anger,emptiness, and sadness you are feeling right now and if there is any way I can help you please let me know. I can remember that it was even hard for me to read Courtney a book shortly after Kala passed away just because it is hard to grieve and still continue being a mother and wife at the same time because I felt like time should just stop. I know it doesn't seem like it right now but time will eventually heal. It is not fast but it will happen. Try to find comfort in the Lord. That is one of the only things that helped me. I am deeply sorry for your loss and what you are going through right now. If you need someone to talk to I am here and I just want you to know that I think about and pray for you every day. If you need anything at all please know that I would be glad to help in any way I can. I know the sorrow you are dealing with right now and wish that there was something I could say or do to give you some comfort or ease your pain. God Bless you and I hope that in time your heart will not feel so heavy with the pain and emptiness you are feeling right now. <br /><br /> ~Janda~Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08655931562078061509noreply@blogger.com